Im fallen head over heels over this guy I just met. I dont know what's in him that I cant take him off my mind. Its like a moment not thinking of him would make my world stop turning. The next crazy thing is that I keep on staring on his Facebook profile picture. Scanning and starring at it. Hmmmm... Infact while I'm writing this now I'm starring at him at the same time. Looking at his pictures has been my habit lately as if I'm reading the story of his life without permission... Yes he is a distraction but at the same an inspiration. Seeing how he enjoy his life now and how far his dreams are still, inspire me to be at my best also. Its just sad that he doesn't notice me. And no I wont approach him and spill out what I feel inside.
Our little conversations. Turning into little sweet sensations. And they're only getting sweeter every time we're together. Wishing that goodbyes turn to never 'coz with you is where I always want to be... ♩♪♫♬I don't know when our paths going to cross again but I do hope if we do get a chance to be together I hope we will have the chance to get to know each other. Although I know if he gets to know me and my life he'll the type who's going to run away. However, I'll take a chance who knows what might have been. This is really crazy! In that short time we have a conversation I even felt annoyed at him. He has this attitude that "whatever-im-not-interested!" and I also sense that he is the type that doesn't want a responsibility and commitment. Well, its understandable because I see he still has big dreams that he wants to achieve. I won't talk more about him though because I know I'll drop hints if I will. :P (Let's just say you readers know him also. Good thing Facebook has no viewers history because if they do have, ill be damn caught alive. lol ) ^_^
Haiz... Love is so elusive when you are ready to accept it... when you accept that loving is also hurting.
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