I’m never good enough...

I have been hearing Demi Lovato's Heart Attack for awhile already but its just a few hours ago I paid attention and understand its lyrics. Or just maybe because it kinda fit to what Im feeling right now that I get to notice its lyrics. Whichever reason that is will just give in and blog about this... I'm such a hopeless romantic and emotera and its frustrating me. This is probably the reason feelings ain't reciprocated. Who would like an emotera person like me who has so many emotions flowing everyday. Maybe I just need some inspirations to make this feelings reach its stability state. Maybe because my feelings right now is not focus that I tend to have a lot of emotions flowing. I actually dont understand about this confusion myself either. (>.<)



Heart Attack
by Demi Lovato

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough

When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]

The feelings are lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I take off in a run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x5]