I’m never good enough...

I have been hearing Demi Lovato's Heart Attack for awhile already but its just a few hours ago I paid attention and understand its lyrics. Or just maybe because it kinda fit to what Im feeling right now that I get to notice its lyrics. Whichever reason that is will just give in and blog about this... I'm such a hopeless romantic and emotera and its frustrating me. This is probably the reason feelings ain't reciprocated. Who would like an emotera person like me who has so many emotions flowing everyday. Maybe I just need some inspirations to make this feelings reach its stability state. Maybe because my feelings right now is not focus that I tend to have a lot of emotions flowing. I actually dont understand about this confusion myself either. (>.<)



Heart Attack
by Demi Lovato

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough

When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]

The feelings are lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I take off in a run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x5]

Emotera Song For Tonight: Siguro by Yeng Constantino

Ang gusto ko, Ang gusto ko
Gusto ko sanang, sabihin sa iyo
Pero paano, paano
Pag malapit ka'y, nauutal ako
Nahihiya, tumitiklop
Nawawala bigla ang sasabihin ko

Ang nakikita ko lang ay ang mukha mo
Lahat sa paligid ko ay naglalaho

Siguro'y umiibig
Kahit di mo pinapansin
Magtitiis nalang ako
Magbabakasakaling
Ika'y mapatingin
Kahit sa panaginip

Ikaw lang
Ang aking hinihiling
Sa bawat ngiti mo
Sa panaginip ko
Parang ayoko nang magising

Ayaw ko, Ayaw ko
Ayoko sanang magmukhang t-anga sa'yo

Pero nalilito, nalilito
Pag sasabihin ay nagbubuhol ang dila ko
At tulala nalang sa'yo
Ano ba naman bakit lagi nalang ganito
Ang nakikita ko lang ay ang mukha mo
Lahat sa paligid ko ay naglalaho

Siguro'y umiibig
Kahit di mo pinapansin
Magtitiis nalang ako
Magbabakasakaling
Ika'y mapatingin
Kahit sa panaginip

Ikaw lang
Ang aking hinihiling
Sa bawat ngiti mo
Sa panaginip ko
Parang ayoko nang magising

Parang wala nang mangyayari sa nadarama
Sa bawat araw parang lalong lumalala
Bakit ba sa'yo di parin ako nagsasawa
Aasa nalang kahit sa pangarap lang

Siguro'y umiibig
Kahit di mo pinapansin
Magtitiis nalang ako
Magbabakasakaling
Ika'y mapatingin
Kahit sa panaginip

Ikaw lang
Ang aking hinihiling
Sa bawat ngiti mo
Sa panaginip ko
Parang ayoko nang magising

Kahit umiibig
Kahit di mo pinapansin
Magtitiis nalang ako
Magbabakasakaling
Ika'y mapatingin
Kahit sa panaginip

Ikaw lang
Ang aking hinihiling
Sa bawat ngiti mo
Sa panaginip ko
Parang ayoko nang magising

#LSS : To Love Again by Sharon Cuneta

I suddenly found myself singing the song To Love Again by Sharon Cuneta earlier. I just dont know why. So when I found the chance to go online I immediately search for the lyrics. Hmmm.. No its not meant for me but for a friend. lol Im sure a friend will relate to this song. And I guess this is definitely what she felt right now...

And I don't wanna go on pretending
That its gonna be a happy ending...

Radio's fine
It helps me forget for awhile
I look back and recall
Those days I had with you
Sometimes I need a friend
Just to make it through
Another day spent without you...

You gave me all the reasons to live
Then you had to go
And I just got to let you know
Its hard to love again
Just to make it through
Another day spent without you...

Chorus:
And I don't wanna go on pretending
That its gonna be a happy ending
If I should love again
Once I've learned to love again
And, no, it will never be the same
Without you baby
This pain inside me is driving me crazy
'Cause, its hard to love again...

Friends are great
They cheer me up for sometime
When the day is done
My mind is back again with you
Oh God, I need a friend
Just to make it through
Another day spent without you...
(Repeat chorus to fade)

Count On Me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

[Chorus]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
ooooooh, oooohhh yeah yeah

If you're tossin' and you're turnin
and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

[Chorus]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
ooooooh, oooohhh yeah yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

[Chorus]
You know you can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
ooooooh, oooohhh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

Someday

My emotera song for today is Someday by Nina. This song is in rhyme with what I feel right now I am hoping that someday someone’s gonna love me, need me and to be there for me always. It's lonely being alone and it's hurting seeing that "guy" not caring for me at all. So this song is for you whoever you are...

Someday
by Nina

Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this through my eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the last guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long

'Coz Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you

Someday someday

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

Coz' someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
oohh.. One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you

Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you

Someday someday..
oh yeah...

Good Morning Beautiful

I just love this song of Holy Steve. I'm actually hoping somebody will say "Good Morning Beautiful" and ask how was my night... Isn't it such a sweet thing? Having that someone you wake up with everyday and taught a day without you is incomplete as well as dull. I'm already day dreaming. Wishing mine will come soon but for now I will just enjoy this song...

Good Morning Beautiful
By Holy Steve

Good morning beautiful
How was your night
Mine was wonderful
With you by my side
And when I open my eyes
And see your sweet face
It's a good morning beautiful day

I didn't see the light
I didn't know day from night
I had no reason to care
But since you came along
I can face the dawn
Cause I know you'll be there

Good morning beautiful
How was your night
Mine was wonderful
With you by my side
And when I open my eyes
And see your sweet face
It's a good morning beautiful day

I'll never worry
If it's raining outside
Cause in here with you girl
The sun always shines

Good morning beautiful
How was your night
Mine was wonderful
With you by my side
And when I open my eyes
And see your sweet face
It's a good morning beautiful day, yeah

A good morning beautiful...day

Good morning beautiful
A beautiful day

My Everything

I first saw this song on Youtube. I so love the lyrics and even the tune, its makes you fall inlove even if your loveless... ;) This song is originally sing by Cathy Nguyen And Randolph Permejo but I like Nimrak03's version...

My Everything

Randolph: Girl there's no one that gets me the way that you do
I just can't explain it there's something bout you
That gets my emotions all tangled inside
No matter how I try
I just cannot hide
What I feel when you simply walk past my way
When you smile it shines bright and it makes my day
I sit here all alone thinking about you day and night
Girl to me it feels so right

Chorus: (Randolph)
I just want you close
Coz you make me smile
I just cannot get you off my mind
With each kiss
You blow me away
And without you I think I'd go crazy
For your love I would do anything
Coz to me... you are my everything

Cathy: Boy there's no one that gets me the way that you could
I just can't explain it there's something you do
The stars shine much brighter when I'm with you
And when you kiss my lips
I feel so brand new
Boy you always know when I'm feeling down
And you know how to turn my frown upside down
All the cute things you do simply tickle my heart
Boy we'll never be apart

Chorus: (Cathy)
I just want you close
Coz you make me smile
I just cannot get you off my mind
With each kiss
You blow me away
And without you I think I'd go crazy
For your love I would do anything
Coz to me... you are my everything

Bridge:

Cathy: All my dreams have come true when you walked in my life
It seems so unreal I'm so glad that you're mine

Randolph: I'm so glad to be yours it's too good to be true
But I know this is real and that I love you

Chorus:
I just want you close
Coz you make me smile
I just cannot get you off my mind
With each kiss
You blow me away
And without you I think I'd go crazy
For your love I would do anything
Coz to me...
Coz to me.....
Coz to me.......
You are "my everything"..

Perfect Two By Auburn

A friend shared a Youtube video of Perfect Two By Auburn today and after listening to the music I keep on playing it again and again. I just love and enjoy its lyrics. It made me feel inspired even if I don't have my prince who complete me yet! So while waiting for our path to finally meet I will not lose hope and will feel inlove everyday. I just hope though that my prince will arrive soon!

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can can be the captain
I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero
I can be your side kick
You can be the tear
That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin

Don't know if I could ever be
Without u cause boy u complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're th straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me )
And I'm the one for you (for you)
U take the both of (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper

You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

Don't know if I could ever be
Without u cause boy u complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause your the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
U take th both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that u smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause your the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take th both of us of us (of us)
And were the perfect two