Heart For Sale

I am seriously seeking a serious relationship that will lead into marriage. So serious to the point that I wanted to sale my heart.

Who wants to buy my heart?
I'm having it for sale.
Though it's only second hand, still it functions well..

Once, I sold it whole but he returned it broken...
Now I had it all repaired and now I'm back of business.

Who wants to buy my heart?
Satisfaction guaranteed.
It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty..

So, if you're asking for the price,
Well, your in a bargain.
It only cost you.... TRUE LOVE!

God wants you to know that ...

Today, Smileygal, we believe God wants you to know that ...

to find out who you are becoming find stories that move your heart.

Just like a seed has an image of the tree in it, so does your heart have an image of who you are becoming. Look for stories in movies and books that resonate in your heart, and you will find glimpses of your possible futures. What is your favorite story?

Heaven Hear Me Now

There's days like this when I couldn't find my strength and just cry. All I think is giving up. And no matter how I try to be strong and brave the storm I just found myself at lost and alone. It's actually hard fighting alone. I maybe smiling at people when they see me but deep inside im sad. And have already giving up trying to find the answers to all the questions in my mind and finding reasons why Im sad. I feel more exhausted with a lot of responsibility that I have to take in, I cant afford to sit down, relax and think.

What Im feeling right now?
Im exhausted.
Im lost.
Im alone.
Im afraid.
I need a hug... And assurance that everything will be find...




I Look to You
by Whitney Houston (Video above Boyce Avenue Cover)

As I lay me down

Heaven hear me now

I'm lost without a cause

After giving it my all
Winter storms have come

And darkened my sun

After all that I've been through

Who on earth can I turn to?

I look to You... I look to You...

After all my strength is gone

In You I can be strong
I look to You... I look to You...

And when melodies are gone

In You I hear a song, I look to You

About to lose my breath

There's no more fighting left

Sinking to rise no more

Searching for that open door
And every road that I've taken

Led to my regret

And I don't know if I'm gonna make it

Nothing to do but lift my head

I look to You... I look to You...

And when all my strength is gone

In You I can be strong
I look to You... I look to You...

And when melodies are gone

In You I hear a song, I look to You

My levee's have broken, my walls have come

Crumbling down on me

The rain is falling, defeat is calling

I need You to set me free
Take me far away from the battle

I need You, shine on me

I look to You... I look to You...

After all my strength has gone

In you I can be strong
I look to You... I look to You...

And when melodies are gone

In You I hear a song, I look to You
I look to You... I look to You...

Dare to Believe in Life

Dare To Believe Lyrics
Boyce Avenue

It's feeling like the time's run out,
But the hour glass, just flipped itself over again,
The sun is slowly sinking down,
But on the other side a new day awaits to begin.

If you dare to believe in life,
You might realize that there's no time for talking
Or just wait around while the innocent die.

No more, we're gonna lose everything,
If we believe all the lies,
I may fall but I swear that I'll help you believe.
No more, this world's runnin on empty
And there's no reason why,
You may fall but I know that you'll help me believe.

We been in the dark for way too long,
But when we turn around we see light shine through the haze,
So forget about who was wrong,
'Cause I've never been more ready to turn this page.

If you swear you believe in life,
Embrace forgiveness 'cause it's all that I'm askin',
Or keep holding out while the innocent die.
No more, we're gonna lose everything,

If we believe all the lies,
I may fall but I swear that I'll help you believe.
No more, this world's runnin on empty
And there's no reason why,
You may fall but I know that you'll help me believe.

No more, we're gonna lose everything,
If we believe all the lies,
I may fall but I swear that I'll help you believe.
No more, this world's runnin on empty
And there's no reason why,
You may fall but I know that you'll help me believe.

No more, we're gonna lose everything,
If we believe all the lies,
You may fall but I swear that I'll help you believe,
You may fall but I swear that I'll help you believe,
I may fall but I swear that I'll help you believe.

If you swear you believe in life
No moreWe're gonna lose everything
Oh, I said no more
We're so quick to lose everything

I’m never good enough...

I have been hearing Demi Lovato's Heart Attack for awhile already but its just a few hours ago I paid attention and understand its lyrics. Or just maybe because it kinda fit to what Im feeling right now that I get to notice its lyrics. Whichever reason that is will just give in and blog about this... I'm such a hopeless romantic and emotera and its frustrating me. This is probably the reason feelings ain't reciprocated. Who would like an emotera person like me who has so many emotions flowing everyday. Maybe I just need some inspirations to make this feelings reach its stability state. Maybe because my feelings right now is not focus that I tend to have a lot of emotions flowing. I actually dont understand about this confusion myself either. (>.<)



Heart Attack
by Demi Lovato

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough

When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]

The feelings are lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I take off in a run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames

You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x5]